an unspoken invitation
to be exactly who you are
I don’t claim to be a therapist nor did I do trainings to become someone or something. I didn’t do anything to often be perceived as an unspoken invitation for people to drop all their pretences and be exactly who they are. The only thing I do is showing up for myself and others in vulnerability. Day in, day out. And by that, inspire and invite others to do the same.
my path
how i learned by experience to be vulnerable
I don’t have a tough story to tell about my life. I have always lived a good life. It is not that everything was wonderful and amazing, but I always managed to get through things. I was good in enjoying life, but it left me unfulfilled at some point. I was disconnected from my feelings and deeper truth. I missed deeper connection. I settled for meeting people on their level whereas, I actually wanted much more.
I stepped out of my comfort zone and got acquainted with vulnerability for the first time really in the Peace Corps. I had to live in a tribal village where I didn’t speak the language. I learned for the first time that human connection was much more important than anything else. It was then and there that the American Dream really scattered.
A big part of my journey was sitting with plant medicines. Sitting in ceremony made me see all the toxic shit that I was constantly putting into my body or was influenced or impacted by from my surroundings. It showed me how to face the darkest places of myself. What I faced with the medicine, made me confident and capable of being with and supporting anyone in going to these places too.
When Cellular Transformation came into my life, I had found a modality that could bring all that I have seen in ceremony back in the human form, in the day-to-day life. I didn’t have to sit in ceremony to connect to Spirit and my real self, but with the help of CT, I could do that in interaction and in relation to other people.
Eventually, living Cellular Transformation as a lifestyle, is what connected me to DIMA — the conscious community that I call my home — where I not only live and work, but where I share my time with people who are just as madly in love with truth as I am. There is no room to get away from myself and my every day life that asks me continuously to drop into vulnerability and feeling. I wouldn’t want it any other way.
a greater intelligence that guides me through my intuition
my way
Looking back at my life so far, I can see that I have always been guided by something. For a long time I wasn’t really aware nor did I consciously listen to or act upon this greater intelligence that has always been accessible to me.
Yet, all the deep, profound and magical experiences I’ve had on my path, of which plant medicine and Cellular Transformation are the two biggest inspirations, helped me cultivate my personal relationship to the divine intelligence within myself.
My intuition - the feminine principle in the world that knows, senses and feels, always guides me to unravel the knots - helping to get down through a story to the truth of the matter. In both my personal life and when I work with people. Hence, my way of working is not one of structure, but one of deep listening and feeling. So that from that open and vulnerable place, clarity and guidance for the right action can emerge.
living in a conscious community with like-minded and hearted people
my home
I both live and work in the conscious community DIMA on Mallorca in Spain. DIMA is a place that is committed to supporting its guests and residents to live in authenticity and connection. It is a school and a playground in which we learn to detect and dismantle layers of our conditionings that get in the way of that natural flow of being. We do this by collectively participating in a curriculum and in daily life in the community centre, which both are designed and devoted to serve continuous growth and expansion. I choose to live my life in this way as it continuously invites me to drop into vulnerability and supports the truth of who I am.